i resisted!

that stupid, yet so yummy lookin piece of choc cake. fuck yeah! fuck you, fat, unhealthy cake with like.. a gazillion of cals.
so i had abouuuut 500cal today? i'm not sure. i know i had 350cals til about 12am. then in the evening my aunt came and my mom made some ham slices filled with veggies and mayo (yuckyuckyuck). and i ate two o them because i had to eat. my mom starts picking on me because of my eating habits. but well, i'm 23 and so it's not really of her concern anyways. well. and i have my own fridge in my room so i can control what i buy and what i eat and stuff like that.
BWAH! my aunt gave me SO much choc for easter. i wont touch it. i dunno what i'll do with it because i HATE throwing away food. but i sure as hell wont eat it. the scale at this blood donating thing said exactly the same what my scale at home tol dme so YAAY. last time i was like.. 6 pounds heavier and i almost had a heart attack seeing the number. but then i realized that the weight probably had come from my bag because stupid me stepped on the scale fully dressed and with my handbag which is like.. 3 punds or somethin like that. so i feel pretty good about myself today. atm.
going to a party tomorrow and i'm SOOOO excited. haven't been to a goa party for months now. and it'll be fun. music, friends, drinks,drugs, funfunfunfunfun. yaaay.
oh and i love weetabix. i eat like.. 1 or 1 1/2 for breakfast, with some soy milk and a banana, 3 strawberries or grapes or somethin like that, healthy and yummmmmmy.

hope everyone out there's doing well too.
stay strong
x.