Yesterday i realized that i lost 10 kg (about 22lbs). and that made me feel SO fucking happy and great and.. dunno. just good.
-good that willpower finally pays off.
-good thing i'm single, i know i couldn't have done this with a bf. at least not with my last one.
-good thing g. wrote me on fb. i kinda like hime
and i haven't seen the w4 bunch for quite a while now and it's always fun with them. i mean fun².
haven't eaten much for the weekend. hung out with friends from sat-sun and then drove to work straight. had fun there. ate nothing. came back home. then we went off to a greek restaurant where i had a small salad. didn't even finish that.
but it feels so good. with no food.
but i stell feel fat. i kknow that i am but i feel like i weigh about 150kg. but that just keeps me from binging. and it helps keeping up the diet even if it's kinda hard sometimes.
funny side effect: lots of stuff which i used to love is becoming more and more yuck! to me. seriously. had little amount of nutella today and i couldn't eat it. good thing, because it's full of fat and sugar and shit like that.
my pants are starting to fit lose. good thing. but i still feel like a fucking sumo-ringer.
and i'm sure it stays like that until i reach my goal weight. and i want to lose another 10lg til summer. at least. i hope i'll make it.
Quote of the day:
Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better. Food is good; thin is better.
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