i hate...

• my face
• my body
• my toes
• my arms
• my legs
• my fucked-up-mind
• my ed-thing.
• myself
• my eyebrows
• my belly
• my life (?)
• my thoughts
• my behaviour
• me missing him, even we're just .. some kind of friends not even really knowing each other
• my smile
• my weakness
• my lack of control

i need to do something about that. god when i look into the mirror i kinda hate my fuckin face. i really do. but then sometimes i take pics and i tend to like some of them..

two blogs on one day. yaay to my pathetic life.

god i ope all of this changes when i start working next week.